Falling

I’m so tired of my emotions lately.  I really wish I could just shut off my mind so I wouldn’t think so much. Does anyone else feel that way? I’m so frustrated. I want to be noticed for who I am and not to be used by someone. My whole life I’ve been used by other people. I care too much so now I’m stuck with this overwhelming feeling of anxious knots  in my stomach. I hate this feeling and I just want it to go away.


I fell into your life

Now you’re falling head first into mine

And I’m unsure if I want that

You’re falling head first

I’m clinging onto my old life

Without you

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1/9/17 Strangers

She falls in love with strangers

She feels lost and vulnerable

As her coping mechanisms try to catch up to her

Older men and women take advantage

But what did you expect?

She falls in love with strangers

Strangers aren’t scary if they mind their own

 

She feels lost and broken but she’s none of those things

She’s strong –  just sometimes too hard

For her own good

She falls in love with strangers

Strangers with beautiful

Smiles

lies

eyes

Grown Man Cry

I’m tired of people I trust pussying out of everything.


It has always been hard for me to express my emotions. To anyone, because I’m vulnerable in every way if I do. You’re the one person that in some way it’s easy to. You’ve never judged me. There’s something special about you. There’s something unique and beautiful. You can’t see or realize this, which is understandable. Although, this makes me sad because I see so much in you, and you can’t see it. I hope one day that you will. You have a beautiful soul and heart. You are the best person. You are my favorite person.

I will always want you in my life. Always. I only hope you will always feel the same way too.

And he’s gone.