The Acceptance Project (Part 1)

Trigger warning: Self-harm talk.

I was a cutter since middle school. This project is helping me get through my recent mental health issues. I’m Bipolar  and these past few weeks were pretty good so i’m getting better.

I will always miss cutting myself. That’s just how it’s going to be. I  don’t miss hiding my body, spewing lies about it just being a “Cat scratch” and hurrying to clean up before someone needs the bathroom.

I relapsed once but I’m getting through all of this day by day.

I sure hope you enjoy my photos. Mental illness is real and the fucking stigma around it needs to die. I’m tired of people being so judgemental.  Stop being fuck wads! Anyway, here’s some of the photos.


 Raw. My makeup is what keeps me happy and comfortable. I’m without makeup in these photos.

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Have you ever felt imaginary hands around your neck? The empty stomach that somehow is filled with pure adrenaline or anxiety. I will always hate that feeling.

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Stay away, there’s not anything you can do. You can’t love or wish a mental illness away.

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Halloween: Colored Tears

   Hello everyone!

I’m back and with a little less scary/gory look for people who would like to go as something a lot more colorful and pretty.  It’s fairly easy too! All you need is colorful eye shadows, a fine-tip paint brush/eyeshadow brush, blush brush and loose pigments (not necessary but it helps with the tears.)

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I hope you liked this post! Should I include some pictures of the products I used next time? Thank you for reading! Happy early Halloween!

The Beginning of Fall

I haven’t been inspired lately to post any SFX looks, or poetry but I promise I’ll be posting more in October. I’m hoping to get some white face paint, because most of the white face paint you can buy at the store is quite splotchy and hard to work with.

Anyway,

Here’s some photos I took today while out on a walk with my brother.

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           Thank you for reading! Happy Fall!