Grown Man Cry

I’m tired of people I trust pussying out of everything.

It has always been hard for me to express my emotions. To anyone, because I’m vulnerable in every way if I do. You’re the one person that in some way it’s easy to. You’ve never judged me. There’s something special about you. There’s something unique and beautiful. You can’t see or realize this, which is understandable. Although, this makes me sad because I see so much in you, and you can’t see it. I hope one day that you will. You have a beautiful soul and heart. You are the best person. You are my favorite person.

I will always want you in my life. Always. I only hope you will always feel the same way too.

And he’s gone.


Halloween Vibes: Scars (Part 1)

I love SFX makeup but I haven’t been able to experiment with it lately. SFX is commonly used with liquid latex, grease/cream paints, and sometimes alcohol activated paints if you’re a pro (Along with a lot of other useful products/mediums)! I just went with simple scars because I want to just practice more than anything.

One of my favorite book characters is Lisbeth Salander from The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo and I think I unintentionally made this look with her in mind. Of course, I’m not a bad ass. Haha I don’t have a Septum piercing  but I used a hoop.




Without Scars or Regrets (Trigger Warning)

I thought I’d share the post I posted on my Tumblr (linked on my homepage) because it was one of my favorites.

Left: is from the summer of 2014 or 2015, when self-harm was still a part of my life. Right:  5/6/16. Barely visible, but the scars will always stay.

Like the words people have thrown at us.

We are so much more than our bodies.

We must remember self-care.