Lingers

He lingers in the night

He lingers in the night

Everything will be all right

He scoffs in spite

He ponders what to do next

This man knows no boundaries

He lingers in the night

He lingers in the night

Separated between the window glass

He’s tapping at the glass

Scratching his nails across

He’s waiting for a chance to see her

Fighting to keep her

He’s been thinking of her

all day

He lingers in the night

He lingers in the night

He’s been waiting for hours

She’s been asleep for hours

Comfortable and unaware

She’s tugging at the sheets

He lingers in the night

He lingers in the night

This relationship was a cruel awakening

The window is breaking

muffled screams

Loud sex groundbreaking

Bruised

Blood

Break

He lingers in the night

He lingers in the night

 

 

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Update + About me Tag

Hello everyone,

Sorry that I haven’t posted in a while. I just haven’t been inspired much and I’ve been busy with college. I’m now currently on Spring break from college so I’m hoping to post a few of these tags occasionally. If you have a Tumblr, feel free to follow me at http://cr0ssyourheart.tumblr.com/  I’m much more active there!

I occasionally get tagged in things on tumblr so I thought I’d share a tagged post so that you can get to know me me more! I think these are fun to do and maybe you should do them too! I’d love to read them! :)


Can you fill this out without lying? 

1. What was the last thing you put in your mouth? Chinese food

2. Where was your blog picture taken?  Dining room

3. Worst pain you’ve ever experienced? Dating a sociopath for 2 years (long story lol)

4. How many times have you been married? None

5. How late did you stay up last night? 2am

6. If you could move somewhere else, where would it be? Probably to Pennsylvannia because that’s where my favorite person lives @mykeowns :D

7. Do any of your tumblr friends live close to you? Only about 3?

8. When was the last time you cried? Probably a month ago

9. Who took your profile picture? Me

10. (does anyone know what happened to ten?)

11. How many marriage proposals have you had? none

12. If you could have any career, what would it be? Counselor/School counselor

13. What was the last book you read? The fourth? book of the Outlander series by Diana Gabaldon

14. If you could talk to ANYONE right now, who would it be? My best friend Cierra. I miss her TONS

15. Are you a good influence? Decent enough lol

16. Does pineapple belong on a pizza? sure, do what you like

17. You have the remote, what channel will you watch? Adult swim

18. Whom do you think will play along? idk :)

19. Have you graduated from university? No

20. Your favourite football team? None, don’t watch it

 

I tag whoever reads this to do it!

Lackluster Feelings

I’m slowly getting back into writing.  Here’s something I came up with while just opening my journal. I’m going to try to write more in my journal. I don’t have much to share to my blog because I’ve been uninspired. Here’s a shitty poem I wrote.  Thanks for reading! xoxo


Instead of your hand down my pants

Could you have traced your fingers up my arm to my hand?

Hold me in place

Take my place

Hold this moment

Picture this moment

Hope for a warm embrace

Missing you is like missing an old friend

There’s nothing to mend

But there’s so much that’s unsaid

Break me open

The emotions that we never share

The feelings aren’t mutual

Lustful actions

Stuck in a negative space

There’s nothing to replace

I’m stuck with lackluster feelings

Happy Halloween: Reds & Bloody Tears

Happy Halloween everyone!

Today I decided on doing a blown out red smokey eye for Halloween. I enjoy doing red eye shadow looks but this is to an extreme!

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Products used:


Maybelline Fit Me Foundation – 102 Fair Ivory

Light Pink eyeshadow

Sugarpill Love+ eyeshadow

Tartiest Pro Palette – Mod

Wet N Wild Purple eyeshadow

Wet N Wild Panther Eyeshadow (Black)

Impulse Cosmetics lipstick – Apocalyptic

NYX Born to Glow Illuminator –  Beam (On face and on center of eyelids)

Vampire Blood


I hope everyone had a fun and safe Halloween! What did you go as this Halloween? I’d love to know!

xoxo

Emily Darling

Seneca Lake – Beautiful Waters

The other day I went with my film camera (Minolta Maxxum 7000) to the lake and I was just planning on taking photos. That quickly changed as I started to walk around in my barefeet across the sand.  It was such a nice place to take photos! I later went back with my swimsuit to swim.   I’ll share a few of my favorite photos.

I’m still learning how to take good pictures with my film or my digital camera. I brought my film camera instead of my digitial because I wanted to experiment with the film camera some more. Photography is so fun and entertaining to me. I’m hoping in October my best friend models for me! Anyway here’s the photos:

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Thank you for reading!

 

Burnt Orange & Red Eyeliner

Today I enjoyed how my makeup turned out so I decided I’d take photos and make a blog post about it.  I thought I might start uploading specific looks so I remember how to recreate them, or for the hopes that someone would like to try the look themselves!

 

 

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Eye makeup

Milani Eyeshadow Primer

As a base I used ColourPop eyeshadow in Girl Power

Tarte Grav3yard Girl Swamp Queen Palette – Big Baby, Natural Peaches, and Dogman.

 

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Eyeliner – NYX Vivid Brights in Vivid Fire

Lips

(Pictured above) NYX Lip lingerie in Embellishment

 

I hope this was helpful and I hope it could spark some inspiration! Some might think red eyeliner is too flashy but I thought it would look so cool with the shadow!  I’m happy with the way it turned out.  I think it would be easy to recreate this look because all you need is a good burnt orange shade and a light peach transitional shade!

Thanks for reading!

xoxo

Emily Darling